Big Dreams

Have you ever had a dream so big that it could only be from the Lord? I love and hate those . I love those dreams because they are so unreal and pure craziness that they could only be from the Lord. The dream that the Lord birthed in my heart over 13 years ago continues to grow but it hasn't happened....thus the reason I hate those dreams. Well hate may be too strong a word :) but it does at times make me crazy....why give me this dream only to make me wait......mine involves an awesome gift that I KNOW I am supposed to give. It is a huge desire to give it and a huge need for the others involved. It isn't that I am waiting to give it.....I am waiting on the Lord to give it to me so I can give it!!! Have you ever had this happen to you? What did you do? How did you handle the frustration of wanting it so badly????